February 27, 2007

An Idea

Sir told me to thank everyone for their ideas....especially Cloud. Cloud sent me this beautiful email with, what Sir calls, a fabulous idea.

Clouds idea: figging - pealed ginger root soaked in water and inserted into the rectum. The burning sensation for some is unbearable coupled with bondage so that you cannot wiggle. great for tasks where you need to concentrate and even house work. The ginger brings out a new level of punishment.

Sir is going to use Cloud's idea coupled with a good caning with the shower curtain rod. (i tried it out on myself and it stings....i imagine that is nothing compared to Sir's swing) Sir has not decided how many times or how long the punishment will go on for. Ugh.....why can't i just be a good sub. Or at least think before i act.

Thanks everyone for commenting.
melody

February 26, 2007

Punishment

Ugh........

Sir told me that i have to present a few ideas for punishment. Sir wants me to really think threw my infractions and find a real punishment. (He is REALLY angry with me)

my infractions:
1) Drinking too much
2) Trying to hide my mistake. Then when confronted i tried to make excuses for myself
3) Breaking the shower curtain rod
4) Taking away Sir's ability to use me that night. (This is the big one)

i was thinking that a good hard spanking would be good but i would enjoy that too much for it to be a punishment. Loosing my girls night with lucy...but that would hurt her too. There is a ton of anal options that would totally suck.....Ugh i just don't know what to say. Nothing really appeals to me....Go figure!!!!

Any ideas???

February 25, 2007

BAD subbie move.....BIG punishment

Last night Sir had a few friends over for cocktails. It was only for an hour or so to show off His new deck to a few co-workers. Sir told me my duties early in the day via email.......my job was to fix a simple appetizer and drinks. Sir told me i was allowed to have a drink too but only one. my first priority was to attend to Sir and His guests. No problem........

Now i had the most HORRIBLE day! Whatever could go wrong went wrong. After work all i wanted to do was go home and have a big stiff drink. i of course could not do that.....NOOOOO i had to go be super nice subbie to a bunch of people i didn't know, and put on a happy face while i did it. Once i got to Sir's house i did as instructed and tidied up the house and put my appetizer together. When the guests arrived i made nice and took drink orders. Now this is where i made my bad choice.......

i knew i could have one drink, SO i made mine extra stiff. (basically all vodka and a splash of tonic) i hadn't eaten much that day so it went straight to my head. i managed to maintain myself through the cocktails and when the guests left i excused myself to the bathroom. i was pretty drunk and didn't want to admit it. i was going to splash a little water on my face and pull myself together.


While looking for a towel i stumbled, lost my balance and fell into the bath tub. All the while pulling down the shower curtain and banging my head into the tile wall. It all happened so fast and i was in total shock. i just laid there stiff as a board. Meanwhile Sir came running down the hallway and burst into the bathroom to make sure i was okay. i was okay.....just a wee bit drunk. i still can't believe it did that......Ugh!!!

Now i am in BIG trouble!!!! punishment undecided as of yet.

Until next time..
melody

February 23, 2007

My thoughts on the cage

In the previous post melody talks about spending time in the cage. I thought I would give my feelings on it.......

I want more!

The thought of melody helpless and waiting. Wondering what I would do next? How long would I leave her there? Building her desire and curiosity. I can honestly say that I didn't sleep much during my proposed nap. I was to busy handling my erection.

I would like to comment a little on having lucy in the cage. lucy doesn't like the cage. I have been soft with her and not pushed my desire to have her there. After my response to melody being caged I am definitely going to put lucy there more often. I am going to be much stricter with lucy and make her recognize that she is there to satisfy my needs first. I do like to satisfy her too but not as much as she will hope.

That's all for now!
Master Michael