Random junk

i have been helping out a submissive friend of mine for she has been very ill. i LOVE being able to help someone who has helped me in the past. It makes my insides all warm and fuzzy. It is such an innate feeling inside me to serve....even for others then Master.

Lately Master has been keeping me on a tight leash. He thinks i am letting my freedom in my vanilla world start to affect my s/M world. i do tend to carry over my freedom and that is why i haven't been allowed to work before. i am very bad at leaving work at work. Master has started to give me little/easy tasks to do throughout the day to help keep my focus on my submission. Little does Master know that my mind is always on my submission....HAHA! i think about Master and serving Him all day. i love work but i would rather be at home kneeling before Master....serving Him 24/7. Part of the reason i have this job is because i tend to get depressed when Master is away a lot and i am home alone a majority of the time. We just need to find our own balance.....and i need to not let my 'independence' get the better of me.

Today i have been instructed to wear my nipple clamps for as long as i can handle it. i am to start with the heaviest and switch to the lightest until i can't handle it any more. Once my nipples can't handle the pain anymore i am to switch to my pussy. i HATE clamps on my pussy so i will push my nipples to the limit. i think this will definitely help keep my focus on Master....and a great reminder of my place.

Master also put together a wonderful session last night.....one i will post more details about later. i am off to start my day and help my friend.