August 22, 2006

Sad and Alone

Master has been gone for three days now and i haven't much felt like writing. my best girlfriend is out of town too so i feel very alone. i have a ton of tasks to do that's for sure. i admit to loving tasks but after a while alone it isn't as much fun anymore. It actually makes me miss Master more....Ugh!! i wish i could just hope on a plane and fly to Him....kneel before Him and be home again!

Well on a task front i have been doing this nipple training thing...Because Master feels my nipples are not "tough enough" i thought my tongue was going to fall to the floor when He said that. The thing that made me shocked was that i couldn't imagine what He could possibly do to them that He hasn't already...and something that required them to be tougher than they were?? Wow.....this should be an interesting ride. Anyway, i have been wearing nipple clamps with and without weights everyday...Sometimes three times a day. my nipples are raw and cracked so bad already and i have five more days of this shit....OH Man!!!

i suppose i shouldn't bitch because i could have no Master and that would be worse than this.....but still it sucks sometimes. i really wish He was home at night to give them some of His attention....that would nake it all better....hehehehe

1 comment:

CLoud said...

I am sure your Master has reason for the training and as for tasks well that seems to be a area of contention when Masters are away so I can offer no advice there other than complete the tasks and enjoy the benefits of a job well done and not what ling has to endure for the next coouple of days.