April 24, 2007


i received a call form Sir this afternoon. He told me that i would be given the opportunity to give lucy pleasure tonight. i instantly became wet as well as nervous. i haven't pleasured a woman in a very long time and i feel nervous about it. What if she doesn't enjoy it? What if she doesn't get off? What if she isn't attracted tome and everything goes sour in our relationship? All of these questions are running through my head......Ahhhhh!

i want so badly to do right by lucy that i tend to make myself overly nervous. She is so important to me that i worry.

Is this normal?


CLoud said...
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CLoud said...

Yes , we all fear rejection by those cherished and close.