May 25, 2007

A good day

lucy is doing SO much better today. i went to visit her and washed her hair and put her in her own pajamas so that she would be more comfy. she is moving around more and more each day which means she is getting stronger. We found out this morning that she may need to have one More surgery but we opted to give her more time to build some strength before we discussed it further. lucy really is adamant about not having any more surgery, she doesn't like be knocked out. Sir gave her this very stern look and told her that she would do what is needed to make herself the better, and if that meant surgery then that is what she would do. lucy just bowed her head and replied with a yes Sir. The doctors gave us all a strange look but Sir does not care one bit.

After we met with the Doctors i took Sir home and got Him situated with some lunch, magazines and a movie. i went back to the hospital and spent some much needed girl time with lucy. lucy is feeling really depressed. All she wants to do is serve Sir but she can't. i told her that she is serving Sir by getting better. The more she focuses her energy on getting better the faster she will regain her strength. we both cried and talked and hugged. It was so wonderful to finally be able to hold her in my arms.....without feeling like i was going to crush her. All in all it was a good day for us......and we really needed to reconnect emotionally. There is so much i want to say to her but i can't always find the right words.


Sir asked me to write about something D/s related. He thinks it will help keep me focused. He told me that He is going to push and use me a bit more than usual and wants my mind to refocus on my submission. i agree!

Anyone have any ideas for me?? A questions or comment you would like my opinion on?

Until next time.....



M:e said...

There is so much i want to say to her but i can't always find the right words.

Sometimes, all we want to say, all we are feeling, is contained in the arms that hold us or in our eyes. Sometimes, the words don't matter.

I'm glad lucy's doing much are all in many of our thoughts.

love and hugs xxx

Anonymous said...

I agree with m:e..many times words are not washed her hair and helped her into her own soft warm jammies... you, my dear, could not have shown her more love or touched her deeper with any words. I think of the three of you often, and send my prayers.

owned by Gentlehand

CLoud said...

I have not heard mention of the intruder anymore not in use? And what of those pictures

slave china said...

i have been following your blog for awhile and i as well are sending warm wishes of strength for Y/you all. i agree with my dear friend martha, just you doing what you did for lucy was enough to tell her how you feel

lee ann said...

sometimes words aren't needed, but sometimes words are all you have. but sometimes the words don't come...

i have a are you not jealous in your current situation? how are you okay with sharing Sir Michael with lucy? i don't mean to offend, i just want to understand. thanks in advance :)

wicked kitten said...

i am new to your blog, just found it today, so i read back, and i am so sorry yours was hurt. i hope they B/both continue on to a full recovery.

Miss Frans wickedkitten