Random Thoughts

Things in my life are going well....for once. It is super nice to have minimal stress in my life. i love it when things run smoothly...it is when i am happiest. It never seems to last for very long which is the only part that bothers me.

i have been thinking lately about being more in the moment. i think i would enjoy my world and the things i already have if i am more in the moment. When i am in a BDSM setting i am totally in the moment, but you have to be. It is easy to be elsewhere in your brain during everyday life. i find i am always thinking about the future. Preparing, planning, worrying,......it seems is making me unable to truly appreciate the things i already have. If i were to be 100% present in the moment i would enjoy my son and mate more. i would be less stressed because i wouldn't be worrying about all the things i am not doing. It seems simple enough but harder than i realized. It is easy to loose yourself in the future......if you don't like what you see in the moment it is easier to space out on something else. i know i am babbling but that happens to me from time to time....hehehehe

Until next time.........
melody