Back to the ropes.....

i decided not to wait till Wednesday to make my first post this week. Hmmm...am i being a good sub or just enjoying being on blogger??? Master wants me to think about how this blogging is helping me grow or if it is at all?

Back to the crotch rope:

i think i left off where it was begins to REALLY burn like a rope burn does. i had to wear that damn crotch rope for two more hours. i had to wear it until i finished my chores. (Of course Master gave me this giant chore list) During that 'burn' i had this major internal struggle with myself. i wanted to beg for release but my stubborn side was trying to push threw. i became determined to win out this weaker side of myself. After an hour of acceptance i found myself trying to figure out what Master wanted more. Did He want me to beg for release or did He want me to really push myself? Then i figured He just wanted to me have this internal struggle. There were a few moments where i actually went into His office, stood there silently and then left again. He could tell i was struggling and i think i actually heard Him chuckle.

Well that crotch rope made my clit SO swollen and sore. Just the slightest touch made me jump. i wanted to beg for orgasm but i knew if He touched my clit it would hurt. i was feeling SO needy. It was strange to not know what to do with myself. i decided to let go and follow Master lead. i wouldn't beg for anything just let Master take what He wanted.

Master took me for quite a journey over the weekend. He didn't allow me to orgasm until His family left and that was three LONG days! All the mind play and bondage played off because Master made love to me on Sunday night....it was amazing....and it HURT!!

i am off to study.

Crotch ropes suck!!

Today after lunch Master grabbed me by a fist full of hair and pulled me up into the attic. He looked deep into my eyes and told me to strip and grab the overhead bar. Ofcourse i had to begin asking a million questions and being a smart ass....which didn't go over too well. See Master and i had been verbally teasing and playing all day and so it was hard to change gears that fast. i was still feeling childish and playful, but Master was not. i took a few swift smacks to the ass and was told to be silent or He would make me silent. i was silent immediately for i wasn't in the mood to do chores with a gag.

Master proceeded to bind my breasts. After they were bulging and turning a nice red color He took each nipple and placed a weighted alligator clamp on each. i felt that initial burn run threw me and then it subsided into a manageable pain...until Master flicked the weight. (He really is sexy when that sadist comes to life...yummy) i guess i don't have to say how wet i was at this point....Especially since i am on orgasm denial for a while. During these time Master likes to make my agony even harder and that is where the crotch rope comes into play.

First i was filled with a nice thin vibrator which was kept in place with a tightly tied crotch rope. Master positioned my clit right in between two strands of the rope...making my clit swollen with excitement. Then Master added one more rope that had a knot so nicely placed right up against my swollen clit. This rope was tied a wee bit looser so as to add a rubbing sensation when i moved. Master then kissed me, removed the nipple clamps, and told me to go about my chores. Here were my rules for this predicament:
~If i complained to Him i would be punished.
~If i messed with the ropes i would be punished.
~If i orgasmed i would be severely punished.
~i was allowed to beg, with permission, for release from my torment but i would have to present three GREAT arguments as to why i should be released....UGH! (this three argument thing never works for me because i get so distracted by my predicament that i can't think of three, GREAT reasons)

Now i went and started my chores. At first i was enjoying the pain and pleasure waves. i didn't really have as much trouble fighting back orgasm as i initially thought. After about an hour of enjoying my ropes i began to really feel the burn. The rope with the perfectly placed knot started to actually give me a rope burn...or that's what it felt like. Every move i made caused this burning sensation...UGH.

Master is calling for me so to be continued......

Holidays and More

Well ling's performance was amazing!! Master has been calling her melody because of the beautiful sounds that she produces....cute huh? she sang three songs.....with her friend Morgan. (side note...He is REALLY good looking) Master is going to work on getting the audio thing to work on blogger. He tried but everytime we went to play it it would bog our system down.....Ugh to blogger.

Master finally got to meet ling's mate. They got along exceptionally well....better than anyone thought. He seemed really curious about what Master and i do with her and Master wonders if maybe is more interested than ling thinks. The boys are going to get some beers over the holiday and talk. When i asked about what Master said i was being a nosy slave so that's all i got.

Now i was hit with a bomb of information yesterday.......Master's family is coming for the holiday. OH MY GOD!!! my heart about dropped out of my body. Master is very open about His lifestyle. No, i don't walk around naked and get beaten in front of them but our roles are clearly defined and we represent them at all times. Needless to say His family isn't all supportive. Master's mom is a wonderful woman and she loves how i "take care" of her son. His sister is a total bitch. Her and i do not get along and she thinks i am adding to the repression of woman. i can't stand her and she can't stand me...should be fun. she walks all over her husband but sees nothing wrong with that. Now Master's brother is young and horny....He is always hitting on me. Master thinks its funny but i really don't like it. Master has made arrangements for the food so all ihave to do is clean and prepare the guest quarters. This should be an interesting holiday.

Being that we have guests Master has given me a little break on my posting. If i choose not to get my three posts in then they will be added to the next week after the holiday. i am thinking i should just get threw the posts since i only have one more but i am worried i will be too distracted when they arrive. We shall see.

i am off to work on my chores.

A Quickie

Tonight i am going out to watch ling do an open mic performance. i am SOOOOO excited. Just watching her up there on stage makes my pussy throb....she really has been getting my juices flowing lately. she looks so beautiful up there on stage. ling has a lot of talent but will not admit to it.

Master sent me an email with instructions on what i am to wear to the performance. (He is going to meet me there.) i am to wear this tight wrap around shirt i have with no bra....and no panties either. a short black skirt with my knee high boots. i think i will look like a slut but that is what Maser wants then that is what Master gets.

The other day at the grocery store the check out clerk was totally hitting on me and Master didn't like it. He said it was because i was flirting back which i didn't really think i was doing. Master usually like sit when guys try to hit on me but not the other day. He told me i was acting inappropriately and i found myself in a heap of trouble. Now when i look back i think i was flirting a weeee bit but it was harmless. my ass is killing me and i am on orgasm denial for a while. that means a long time when Master doesn't designate a time frame. Ugh....why do i do this to myself.

Well i am off to get ready for tonight. i will make ling post so you all can know ow she did. i wonder if we could put an audio clip on here...hmmm something to ask Master???

Third post

As rosebud so nicely pointed out i am very close to missing my three posts a week. (however I am not on Australian time...hehehe) Honestly i usually get caught up in reading other blogs that my computer time is up and i haven't gotten to my post....Ugh!! Today i decided to do my post first then do my reading.

Today ling and i were given the task to go shopping. We had to purchase:
1) 300 feet of rope...any color we wanted
2) double bullet vibrator
3) a bag of "bulldog" clips
4) each choose a spanking tool from the hardware store. (We are choosing a tool that will be used on the other...Ugh ling choose a 1inch dowel...of course we didn't know these things would be used on the other person)

Master informed us that we will be doing a little predicament bondage this weekend. Should be fun!!!!

We had SOOOOO much fun shopping. It was like two school girls giggling in the stores. It made me very very very horny to do this shopping becaue my ind was racing trying to figure out what Master was going to do with all this stuff. i know that is exactly what He wanted!

ling's family will be taking a trip out of town in the coming weeks and we will have three whole days together...all three of us. i personally can't wait!!! i know ling is a little nervous but i am sure Master will ease her into things....maybe???

Today before we left for shopping we had to play with our cunts for 30 minutes. i was well on my way to orgasm but managed to stop myself from surcumbing to the desire....ling was not so lucky. Master's rule is you aren't allowed to stop playing with your cunt once you start. It is to train ourselves to hold an orgasm back. i have had much more training in this field than ling has. Since she orgasmed without permission she has to wear the butt plug everyday at school for a week. her ass is going to be sore....just in time for the weekend. (i think i might have a little sadist in me too....hehehe) i must admit that it was amazing to watch ling cum. It is beautiful to watch another woman pleasure herself...it really turned me on!!!

Well all this updating is making me hot and bothered. i have to get going to get Master his after dinner scotch.

Thanks rosebud for the three post warning:)

LOTS of Fun!!!

The last few days have been filled with lots of play. ling came over on Friday and Master was home all weekend! On Friday we started with our demerits for the week. ling had 10 demerits and i had 3. Each demerit is worth 10 stroke from a instrument of Masters choice. i went first. i have been learning ling positions, the ones she learned in Clouds stable. i had to hold the punishment position while i received the punishment. ling had to choose my implement and i hers. She choose the riding crop and i choose the leather strap. It was funny because we each choose the others favorite. Maybe trying to make the punishment a little more enjoyable.

Holding the position was hard for me. i did enjoy the mental struggle i had to hold the position...is that strange?

After punishment we had dinner. ling made this wonderful pasta dish with lots of vegetables. Master told her of His love for vege's and she has adjusted the menu to favor that. i think it is nice to have a sub around that enjoys that household stuff because i struggle with it. It is kind of funny because ling would enjoy staying home for a while and i would enjoy her work. Ahh well i think e are meant to learn something from one another.

The evening progressed into me enduring an intense bondage session while ling got a nice hard spanking. i know she needed the release and Master enjoyed giving to her.

ling seems to be the type of woman that needs validation and emotional support. i worry hat she doesn't receive enough of that here. i am the "primary sub" here (not sure how else to put it) and i worry she struggles with that. Master feels that ling needs this time for herself. When she is here she has to sleep on the floor and one night she spent in the attic....she has been rebelling a bit. i know that Master and i adore her. We are both exstatic that she is a part of our family....we only hope she realizes it!!!!!!!!!

i am supposed to talk a bit about how the bondage session was for me. it was easier than i thought. i think that is because i had something to focus on besides my pain. i was watching ling receive her scene with Master. i didn't even really feel the pain of my bondage until i was being let loose. i usually like the release from bondage but that night it was this intense burning feeling. It felt nice to take a hot bath afterward. It wasn't has hard as i thought it would be to watch Master play with another sub. i always thought it would be hard...that i would be jealous. i really love ling and i wanted her ot have the release she so desperately needed that i lt my own needs subside. i wanted to see her get her needs fulfilled. i almost orgasmed when while she was being flogged. i have to admit that i had a crotch rope that was tied in just the right position that i could have orgasmed if i wanted to....but i was told not to. Master would have known because i squirt.

Well the rest of the weekend had some nice events but i have to go prepare dinner for Master. hopefully i will be back tonight.

Best wishes to all and to all a good night:)

i am back to regular posting again. Master has instructed me that i must post here a minimum of three times a week. i will receive 15 strokes for each post missed.

Things have been a wee bit hectic in our world lately. However, Master always has this way of keeping me focused on my submission no matter how crazy our vanilla world gets. Master has told me that i am doing great juggling everything but would really like for me to be at home more. i am less able to be at His beck & call. Master wants me when He wants me and i need to be available. Once i started school and making friends it seemed to really take over my world. It was almost as if my focus shifted to my needs more than Masters. i started wanting tobe more social and wanting to spend more time with my new friends and colleges. Master is always supportive of my work/school but not when it interferes as much as i have allowed lately. We have spent some time looking at my schedule and prioritize my activities. Now i have to implement the changes. Initially i felt sad that i had to give up some things but then i realized that i wasn't giving them up....Just refocusing myself. i will say that i lost my focus but Master has been patient and is helping me see how my focus has strayed. Thank you Master!

Now a little news on the new sub...ling. Master has taken on a new sub and it has been such a wonderful experience so far. We get along great and it is wonderful having a submissive sister around. Someone who understands and i can share things with that i can't share with others. It has been much fun to watch Master play with her...on the flip side it is hard to watch her be punished. She is still learning all of Masters rules and getting acquainted with our ways. It is an internal struggle to not stop her from doing things...or mainly saying things... i know she shouldn't. She is testing Master a bit and it is interesting because i remember when i tested Master too.

On a fun note ling gave me oral pleasure the other night. Master had been keeping me on edge for a few weeks without orgasm. ) He loves keeping me REALLY needy) Master tied me to the bondage table and let ling explore my body any way she liked. ling was so gentle and tender in her movements and kisses. she explored my whole body with her fingers and lips. she caressed me and teased me for what seemed like forever. Then Master told her to pleasure me orally. ling hesitate initially but once she got started i could tell she was loving it. her moans became louder than my own at one point. It was an amazing release...thank you Master for allowing that!

well i am off to study now. Master has instructed me to ask people for ideas of predicament for ling and i to take part in. We are new to this whole two subs and Master was hoping to get some ideas for games or predicament. Master LOVES bondage so anything goes. He also told me that any ideas we actually part take in He will take photos to share. Any comments are appreciated.

Thanks and have fun with it!!!!

New Happenings

i realize it has been a while since i posted here and i am sorry. There have been many new developments in our world and i have been given a reprieve from posting while we get adjusted. Master has taken on a new sub full time. This has been a great new experience for all of us. It has added a lot to Masters schedule. It is amazing how much work is involved in taking on a new sub. Our routines have changed and many of my tasks have changed too. i will go into more detail soon.

Many people have read ling's blog. She was part of Clouds stable but He has recently released her. Master has taken her on as His sub...hence all the changes. i am thrilled to have a sister slave and ling is excited too. i think i bring out the brat in her and Master isn't really liking that.

i will be posting more regularly soon. i will also be giving more detail about my tasks and new routines:)

All my best to the blog world!